Can you see me here,
Dying inside,
Alone in the world
With no where to hide?

I scream.
I shout.
I cry.
And I stress.
Now, tell me:
What was this all about?

I'm careless
I'm stupid,
Yet I really don't care.
These feelings have trapped me
Right under there.

Sighing
Crying
Burning
And
Cutting

Is this how I want to live?
I do not believe so.
It hurts.
It burns
But can I stop?
No, I'm at the point of no return.

I'd like to feel worthy,
Not hideous and stupid
I want to know
I'm not alone
In this fight with the end.